jueves, 23 de agosto de 2012

people I'm just 19!!

today, in my english class, my english teacher did an exercise, about pronostics.. the excersice was about, if we can know the answers to some questions.. what they will do?

my questions were:

* will i have any children?
*how will my family look like in 30 years?
*will i have been in other country? (considering the fact that i would love to travel, if i get multimillionare, or even if i have some money haha)
* how will i be in 30 years?
*i don't remember the other ahhaha


I could say to the first one, that if i get married, and (as now I say) i don't want to have children, so, if someone who can predilecte the future tell me now that i will have, i don't know, 4, or 8 or any number, i could'nt  believe it! i mean, I DON'T WANT to have CHILDREN!! yes, i'd like to adopt, but, now? i'm just 19 !! (how did i finish talking about this?) and guess what? (it was just a game but, anyways) my partner said me that i will have 2 boys and 2 girls hahaha and this make me feel writing this or ask me this..

why people so longed (?) to have a boyfriend, or a girlfriend?? and i read about the article of Michelle (if you read this, Michelle, it was pretty interesting your article to take your words here is a honor) ''i'm sick of waiting for love'' she said there:

''I think we all want to find that one person who ‘gets us’. Who will silently sit by our side if we’re sad. Who will fall about the place laughing at the same things we find pee-your-pants funny. Who will bring us a hot drink when we’re feeling unwell. Who will spontaneously tell us we’re beautiful. Who will gently set us straight if we’re not seeing things clearly. Who we can share our stories with. Who will encourage us to get out there & chase our dreams. Who will know how to pleasure us Right There.

And moreover, who will inspire all that in us. Who will make our heart skip a beat when we see them. Who will motivate us to be a better human being.''***

(dimn it! why i didn't wrote that??) haha

and i'm talking about this because, . in 19 years , i never had a boyfriend, and is just the case, the sake of loving, what's the point in that? many people look at me, ask me, Do you have a boyfriend? and sometimes, a little 'tomatoe girl'  (if is a hard work for me to be one) i answer that 'nups' (voice kind of shy) and many for my age have had many! and i mean hundreds!! maybe, but, for me i don't care now (before yes), why will i have a boyfriend now, if i don't want get married yet? why should i feel embarrased if i don't have one? maybe you'll take me as someone 'classic' but, that's how I am you know? 

of course, as michelle wrote, sometimes you want to have someone next to you, sometimes is just our instint of humans to have someone, to love someone..
 i can't have a conclusion about that... People, i'm 19!! haha and writing this hahaha.. 

i lost my cause of write this.. haha (ups)! 

by the way, he pronosticed (?) i'll be a successful woman, i will be in other countries, and my family look like as indians hahahha *sorry for you family 





 *****  http://www.mamamia.com.au/relationships/being-single-and-waiting-for-love/ ***